FaiRy TaLe Emo S**T

Do fairy tales happen in real life? Maybe yes. Maybe no. Perphaps they are just not meant for me.

Emo mode turned on. Thanks to Spence!!! wa lao eh...i din know u are some emo sh*t man. at THAT age?!?!? lol. but i guess u've been through though times. perhaps, you've reached a point where enough is enough. hang in there brudder. you might reached the point with Her. but hey, don't close your door just yet. you'd never know who's walking by. the society doesn't need to lose an eligible bachelor like you! it'll be such a waste! remember, 40s is the new 30s. no fret. ;) and of coz, 30s is the new 20s! haha. fine, i might be living in the Nile. At least i'm not delusional. hehe.

have always liked this song. very the touchy feeling. yes, i admire those who can play the waiting game with me. The longer you can wait, the more smitten i'll be. lol. Insya Allah when the time comes, the time comes. and we'll both be ready. I'll tell you one day. but today is not the day. one day it shall be. Let's see how it'll go from there. ;)

HOWEVER... for those who are doing things to make themselves feel better, pray thee spare me. Spare me the time, energy and agony. I don't have much left.

some smses juz make my day. keep them coming please. no expectations tho. coz then, wen they come through, i'll be pleasantly surprised. :)

Love Me ~ Collin Raye

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago, Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."