If I wAit ...

i tot... ok...maybe today will be a gd day. i shall make the call today. but u know wat. that sms, wth was tat all abt sia. i was like HUH? wat makes u or her think that i'll do that? y suddenly i become a suspect? wat did i do this time? do i even deserve that? such an accusing tone. sheesh... *rolls eyes.

so i guess today is not the day. today is not a gd day. i shall let today pass... perhaps it wld be better if i wait... wait for a better day.

*takes a deep breath. ergh!!!!! it's coming back. it always comes back when such things happen. it's a biological rxn i guess. the way it handles the stress. i'm feeling sick. sick in the stomach. again. ergh! i might juz throw everything up. i'm trying to keep it down. help!

in the mean time, i shalll wait...

Crying In The Rain ~ A-ha

I'll never let you see

The way my broken heart is hurting me

I've got my pride and I know how to hide

All the sorrow and pain

I'll do my crying in the rain

If I wait for cloudy skies

You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes

You'll never know that I still love you

So though the heartaches remain

I'll do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven

Will never wash away my misery

But since we're not together

I'll wait for stormy weather

To hide these tears I hope you'll never see

Someday when my crying's done

I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun

I may be a fool

But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain

oh well... it doesn't help with such erratic weather nowadays. sigh...