TiREd

i am TIRED. tired tired tired tiiiiiiiireeeeeeeeeddddddddd... mentally and physically. ok, u get the drift. it's been another crazy week. lucky dun haf work to do. but the assignments were jammed pack. and i didn't get any help this time round. hee. but it had caused me to be physically drainedddd... fr mon all the way.. by the time it'd fri, i cant take it liaooooo... my brain had gone on a major overdrive. the eyes cant decide when to open or close anymore. and i'm not feeling too good... feels like im going to fall sick. :S still.. one more assignment to go, supposedly due at midnight. and i hafnt even started! ergh... it's ok it's ok.. got grace period. every since this thing started... i've not been handing my assignments on time. always haf to extend to grace period. and this cant continue esp for next sem, if i actually get to the crimonology module. at first was not interested at all. but asa i read the description, somehow i got a good feel abt it. den again of coz my choice is not abt feeling, im a head person after all. so i based it on the psy test i did befoer and hey, law was ranked pretty high. but this time round, got to do ECA. so cannot go beyond midnight to submit. hmm...

well emotionally, all i wanna say for now is that i might not be too sure abt what i really want. but i's absolutely sure what i don't want. i don't want to get hurt... again. over? it's far fr over and hey... as wat u used to say, it ain't over till it's over baby. so knowing what i don't want, i'm juz being cautious in every step and move i make. it's going to take time, but i'm going to take my time... juz to be on the safe side. and hey, i wont be surprised over the things that i would do juz to "protect" myself fr being hurt again. perhaps, that's juz a survival and animal instict... to avoid danger or potentially harmful things. in this case, situations and people.