LoVe iS...

during one of the activities in class last tues, we were posed this question. "What is love? Write 10 sentences what you think love is or what does it mean to you." i was stunned. i've never really tot abt that b4. hey, im not the emo type. what do i know? the only thing that comes to my mind, "Love is in the air." so as we discussed the answers, some stated what they think love is. of coz i had lots to say but remained quiet.

so what is love? someoone once said, love is irrational. so is that wat it is? well... love makes people irrational. if you do something and you dont know why, that's love. if you do something and there's no reason why, that's love...

"No man deserves your tears. The one who does will not make you cry." Heard that from somewhere before. That's what the head thinks... but the heart can't control the tears.

so y do i find myself crying? i dont know. y do i find this whole thing so hurtful? i dont know. i dont have the reasons y i do the things i do. and perhaps, there is no reason y. probably the reason is as simple as being in love... with you. and it hurts to know that perhaps...juz perhaps... i'll lose you again one day. and that very thought juz hurts. it feels like being stabbed over and over again everytime u do things like that. it hurts so much, i'm so afraid of the pain. perhaps u might call me a weakling. but that pain that i have to go through... seems so unbearable at times.

but y do i find myself trying to cry myself to sleep last night? y are these tears wetting the keyboard as i type these words? i dont know. perhaps the simple reason is because i'm juz in love... in love with you...