deAR GoD

I asked for a sign.
The problem is, I don't know how to read it.
Was there any in the first place?
Perhaps I should open my eyes wider.
But what if they come in the form of dreams?
Been having strange dreams lately.
The problem is, I can't seem to remember them.

So now I'm asking, pleading, praying,
If the time should come,
Please.... give me the strength, courage and wisdom to make the right choice, decision, stand.
Though we'll probably never know what the right choice is till it's made.
There are lots of "ifs" to consider.
But to be bogged down by all the ifs is not the way out too.
It's too draining, tiring, time-consuming.

As what Ms M. love saying,
choose your battles.
Don't fight a losing battle.
Some might disagree. But me? Well, I don't even start if I know I'm going to lose.
Yes... I'm a risk taker. A calculated one.
Please give me the strength, courage and wisdom
should the time ever come for me to do what I should do.
What I have to do.