SpiCY

i need some sugar, spice and everything nice. no, not the power puff girls. juz something to spice things up in life. it's getting mundane. i'm getting bored... well those who know me well enough will know i cant stil still for long. ADHD? maybe a little. haha. sometimes i admire those who can sit for hours without moving. how do you do that?! the only time i can perhaps do that is when doing assignments. hee. but yeah... juz some little pleasant things in life to look forward to. how about that?

some salt over the shoulders for luck. some pepper to spice things up. and a little cinnamon somewhere to make it sweet... that would be nice.

but no drama pls. the last i recall, i had enough drama to last me a lifetime.

oh i love the mentalist. is he for real? how does he do the things he does? i wanna be like him! but not too much of a pain in the ass and being humble wld be good too. hee.

BecAUSe I WaNT TO

someone once told me, "Don't do it because of me. Do it because you want to."

At that time, I didn't really know what it really means and juz went with the flow. over time, i think i understand exactly what he meant. by choosing to do something because i wanted to (like duh! it wasnt as easy and clearcut then), i'm accountable for it and not others. it helps to know that watever that's going to happen next is out of my own personal choice and noone else should be "blamed" if anything should go wrong. and by doing it because i wanted to, i don't go back to the same old path again.

juz food for thought...

PerFeCTiON

surprise? nah... was in that situation b4 so i understand. kinda cool if u think abt it - and some others do think it's unbelievable. haha. we're happy for you but u know we are concerned too. u haf our support nonetheless even if the rest of the whole world don't. that's what friends are for. ;)

once i watched a show- it's a christmas story wif this girl who keeps going back into a snow globe in her dreams. anyway, what struck me was the idea that perfection comes in different forms. sometimes, it's not in ways that we expect. For eg (in a very simplified way), ice cream is perfect when having wif waffles. well, it's also perfect if you make it into a milkshake which is in a totally different form. and u will never know the other prefect forms of ice cream until u happen to try them and be surprised-ice cream float, ice cream in a bread, fried ice cream etc. which might be pleasantly different from your initial idea of "perfection" or "ideal". however, like everything else, it's also based on personal preferences. wat's likeable to you might not be for others.

juz thot this is appropriate for you. enjoy. :)


I knew I love you - Savage Garden


Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I love you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

KidS Say THe DarNEsT THinGS

since adults are soooooooo confusing as they twist words and meanings ard and it's too tiring to try and figure out wat they mean, how abt looking at things at surface level. kids do say the darnest things - real life instances! as usual, pseudo names are used.

k-kid, t-teacher

1) the class was writing a Mother's day card for their mums:

t: k, what's your mother's name?
k: XXX
t: ok, how do you spell your mother's name?
k: M.U.M.M.Y.

*well, that's how he spells it. he is answering the question.

2) the class was having a discussion on community helpers.

t: the person who helps to design buildings is an architect. K, your dad does that. So what does your dad do?
k: he design buildings.
t: so what do you call him?
k: ... Daddy!

*again, answering the question.

3) k just came back fr a holiday and celebrated her birthday.

k: ms j, i just had my birthday.
t: so how old are you now?
k: five.
t: oh, i thought u are sixteen. (jokingly)
k: no, I'm sandy (her name).
t: ... (while the kid went to play with her friends).

4) a kid was being scolded by a teacher during recess at the canteen and was crying.

t: (wanting to know which level he was from shouted:)which level are you in?
k: (sobbing) ground level.

LOL. sheesh... *shakes head. if only adults are like them. wouldnt the world be so much simpler to understand.

innocence... kids... one of the little things in life that makes u smile (and scream).

WoRDs

hmm... if words carry meanings, what do u mean? if u r saying that wat u say has zero value, doesnt it mean that it has no meaning? if it doesnt haf any value, den y even say it at all? wouldn't it juz mean that it's redundant? u say that it doesnt haf a value, wat abt the receiving part? communication surely involves 2 parties. the sender and the receiver. everything else is juz noise that can impair the comm process. i guess i'm juz part of the noise.

in some instances it carry this meaning and in some it doesnt. in some cases it carries meanings and in some cases it doesnt even haf a value to it. it's simply too tiring to figure out when it means something to u and when it doesnt. if i were to juz stick to the general view, apparently it it doesnt work that way for u and them. well i'm not part of them. don't put me in that category and assume i would understand coz i don't, and so won't the rest of the world who's not part of them. if meanings keep changing, how m i suppose to trust wat u r saying? it's too confusing and tiring. and i'm overreacting. hmm...

i tot it's simple (isn't it?): say wat u mean and mean wat u say. if u don't mean it, dun say it.