It'S BeEn a WhiLe

ok so it's been a while now. well maybe more than a while considering that it's almost 2 months since i last logged in. cant even remember my password. heh. not that i've got nothing to write abt since jan. there're lots actually. let's juz blame it on the lazy bug.

for short, jan and feb passed by very quickly as i got to meet frens whom i havnt met for a long time. let's c...
ex colleagues even sha who's living down under came back for a while...
hss frens at breeks wif lots of funny pics...
nie frens to celebrate burfdays and special treats. such a sporting bunch...
surina and baby (ok, maybe toddler)...
nyjc classmates (to think we are ALL still STUDENTS! after 10 years!)...
eldds frens (crappy as usual wif lots of laughter)...
a fren of a fren (haha. wierd. but i cant put a finger on this one. ponyo! ;) ) after 2 yrs? ...
nin's frens (well some of them are common frens) for the "tak menjadi" futsal at ECP so played on the sand in the dark and got bruises the next day. PAIN!...
and him of coz (to some special/different places) ...

so thats about most of my frens. love to meet up wif them once in a while. missing u already!

ok, lets get back to the present. so jan was gd. in fact fr sep to jan was GREAT! feb, reality sets in. u know.. sometimes, no matter how much u plan, only He can make it happen. Fate, as some ple call it. no matter how far one tries to run away fr it, it doesnt get any further.

so... i left the profession thinking i wanna do sth else. die die say wanna find sth else. i gave myself till end of feb b4 i will try for the same job again considering that my account probably wont hold much longer. applied for many many jobs and only ONE teaching job. in fact, i dun even know what i was applying for. when the call for interview came, i dint even know the position i was applying for! i had to ask another interviewee. nice makcik. hee. and yes, i got the job, to my surprise. it was that easy. so i say, it's fated. i'm fated to teach! no matter how much i try to run away fr it. perhaps there's more to it than meets the eye. perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. praying that it's all for the best.