Considering that Friendster blog decides to screw up every now and then, just tot i should jump ship. Not that I have lots to say or write abt, but hey, sometimes, i just wanna jot it down somewhere. Diaries just dun work for me. It never did.
Anyway, the timing ain't so bad. Well, I've closed a significant chapter in my life last Sep and since it has just turned 2009, it's time to open a new chapter in my life. Going back to writing "student" as my occupation needs some getting used to. Tho i still need to find a job. I must say, as I read my past entries since 2005, many of them were written in angst. Some of which I cant even recall what I was so angry abt. Perhaps it's better this way. Why harbour the negative thoughts rite. That makes life even bitchier than it already is. A fren once said, "Nobody said it was easy. No one ever said it would be this hard." As I mentioned in my very first post before,
"well, for those who are reading this blog of mine, dun expect much of those "life is beautiful" or "it has been a great day" or "ain’t the present a gift indeed" kinda postings coz the harsh reality of life is, life sucks. it’s what you do to a sucky life and hopefully it wont be THAT sucky after all. good times never last long. it’s a sad thing but its true isn’t it?"
A pessimist some might say. I can't say I'm feeling that way now coz I'm currently enjoying a bummer's life - while it lasts. Sadly, I've got to face the reality of life as my bank account starts depreciating slowly but surely. Anyway, I'll try hard to look at the brighter side of life. Hey, I'm still hopeful for better years and memories ahead. Insya' allah.
For anyone who wanna know where i left off, it's http://lorynnm.blog.friendster.com/
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